if we serve a God that exists outside of time then the death of Christ is not necessarily something of His past.  but in some twisted way is still part of His present.

i don’t understand that.

does Jesus still hear the hammer pounding the nail?  does He still taste the gall on His tongue?  is God still watching every drop of blood trickle down the post?

and yet He looks at me and says I am worth it.

sobering